Hello everyone. After a lot of heartache I decided to go it alone. I have wanted to be a mum for years. My life is ready, my home is ready, I am ready. I had 3 little embryos.My first round failed to grow. I’m on my second round. Day 11, negative tests. I’m terrified of going though the loss again and then trying again. I hoped for 3 babies, then for 2. Now, for 1. Saturday is my official test date, today is Thur. I know nothing will change but I’m stupidly still hoping. My clinic has told me I have no medical reasons why I can’t carry. But I feel like a complete failure.